Sometimes it feels like this place drains the good from me. The days get slower and everything is a blur.
As I lay here tonight I’m glad to be part of something bigger than myself. But, I wonder, what is it like to be a “normal” person my age. Would I be going to college, I have no idea what my life would have been like if I had not joined. Hundreds of thoughts rush my mind and I don’t know what to do.
I remember when I would be on the Internet for hours back home, now with our limited connection, I see that they’re many things that we take for granted. Without Internet we all pick up different hobbies to keep our sanity or what’s left of it.
It is very easy to lose sight of your goals here and I try to do my best. Sometimes you just get tired of all the bullshit.

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